Thursday, August 21, 2025

RIP Dad...

My dad died today...   He's been suffering from dementia for a while now, so from my point of view he's been gone for a while, but this is different.  I don't feel the overwhelming grief I felt when mom died, but her death was unexpected.

Feeling lonely today...  Love you dad and hope you're finally at peace...

Wednesday, August 13, 2025

I'm trying to get back on track

It's been quite a month already...   Sorry that I'm late with this, but I expected to be a little late due to going to GD60, and that's a great place to start.

Cali was, in a word, awesome.   I love San Francisco.   Look, I'm a NY guy, have been for 50 years.  I grew up in NY and was a city kid, but sadly that city is just a memory.   NY has changed, and not necessarily for the better but SF reminds me of the place I grew up in.   A city that had neighborhoods, and local shops etc...   SF just has a "vibe" that is unique and I think that in a different life I would have loved to grow up there.   Maybe if we win the lottery I'll buy a place there.   Lots of cool houses which would be a great summer home for this Florida man :)   The concerts were fantastic.   D&C had a kind of rough start on Friday, but they turned it around in no time and the whole weekend wend by in a blur of music, colors and great food.   I would do the entire trip again in a second.

With that, there was one pretty substantial downer from the trip.   I don't know what it was, maybe the ~30 miles of hiking up and down Nob Hill, but I really tweaked my hips while I was there.   I got home and walking was difficult.   I'm in pretty good shape, and have been running even if I was taking a break, but didn't expect to be THAT sore.   The good news is a week of rest, low impact yoga, sports cream and my massage gun, and I'm finally feeling more normal.  I guess I just wasn't really in shape for that afterall, but it's made August get off to a slow start.

That's enough about that, so let's talk about July.   As always, here were my goals:

  • Get closer to 215 again
  • Ride 400 miles
  • Ride the TDE!  
    • Live as often as possible
    • Stay current
  • July Perfect Month in Apple
  • Gold in my July challenge
  • Apple July Challenge
  • Continue weekly weight workouts
  • All the bonus points in #mc55
  • Beat last years time in the 4 on the 4th

Weight Results:
  • Starting Weight:  226.10
  • Ending Weight:  226.60
Exercise Info:
  • Number of rides:  83
  • Time on exercise:  32:25:01
  • Distance on rides:  527.06
  • Number of runs:  0
  • Distance running:  0
  • Number of walks:  3
  • Time walking: 1:23:12
  • Distance walking:  2.69mi
  • Number of rows: 0
  • Time rowing: 0
  • Distance Rowing:  0
  • Number of swims:  0
  • Distance swimming:  0
  • Weight Workouts: 0

 This was kind of a transition month.  I'd like to focus on what went well, rather than where I failed.   I crushed the TDE.   Yes, I have one stage left to do and I didn't do it live because I was in California when it went live, but other than that, I stayed current and did as many live classes as I could.   Big thanks to Echelon for loading the OD classes quickly so I could typically do them OD.  That made a huge difference.  I set two PB's, both on hills classes, and think I would have done more if I had been able to take more classes live, and fini.   With the exception of one Endurance ride, I finished in the top 20 and frequently in the top 10 for live classes.   For the record, I'll do the final ride on Saturday so I get my finisher badge and pin.   I also got a gold in my challenge etc....   Typical stuff but important for accountability and I finally beat my mileage target for a month.   Felt good to get that off my back again!

So where did I fall short?   Well, I missed the 4 on the 4th race.   Too much fun at Stick Figure, plus some shitty weather killed my desire to get up at the ass crack of dawn and drive to St. Pete.   There's always next year.  I did sign up for a 5k in 2 weeks here in Dunedin, and I'm grateful that I'm able to walk somewhat normally again.  I also missed the bonus points in #mc55.   Some of those just didn't jive with TDE, but I'd made a decision to only ride the TDE classes.   It was hard enough to keep up with that without adding in additional workouts.   No reason to kill myself, and with that, my weight held constant.   No excuses on that.  I am already doing better (had my first sub 220 weigh in in a while today).

However, I am pretty pleased with July.  I wish I'd done the race, but c'est la vie, and otherwise it wasn't that bad.

  • So...  Where do I go from here?   Glad you asked:
  • Get under 220
  • Ride 400 miles
    • Weather permitting ride outdoors every week
    • Focus on distance and endurance to train for my ride in November
  • August Perfect Month in Apple
  • Gold in my August challenge
  • Apple August Challenge
  • Restart weight workouts.   Either through bootcamps or fitpass
  • All the bonus points in #mc56
  • Run the 5k here on the 23rd
I think these are all pretty reasonable and attainable.  I might have a tough time with the distance because I lost a week or so due to travel and injury, but I'll do the best I can.   The rest should be ok.  I need to rewrap the bar tape on my bike so maybe this will push me to get that done.   I've already started some weight work and can tell it's been a while due to how fucking sore I am...

On a final note, Monday was my Dad's birthday.  If you didn't know he has dementia and is pretty far gone.  We called him but he wasn't talking on Monday so I never got to speak to him which was hard.  Dementia/Alzheimers are cruel diseases and I feel like my Dad died a few years ago.  Yes, I know he's still "alive" but it's just his body, his mind is long gone.   I miss you Dad.   Hell, I miss both of my parents...

With that it's time to get back to work.  Til next time!

Friday, August 8, 2025

GD60

Much wow!   I would do it again exactly the same tomorrow if I could, well maybe I would make a few minor changes :)

Shows were great.   Love visiting SF, it's arguably my favorite city although NY will always have a special place in my heart.   The only thing I didn't like in hindsight was all the walking.  I walked ~30 miles over the long weekend and my hips are still feeling every step of them.   They're getting better but slowly.   I just didn't expect to feel this crushed, especially since I felt pretty good going out there.  More rest is clearly whats on tap.

Regardless, it was one of the best experiences I've had in a very long time.   Until next time SF and D&C...

Monday, July 28, 2025

The Tour de Echelon

I suppose this is the third year I've attempted the TDE, I didn't finish the first year because I snapped the crank on my bike, but I completed it last year, and I even got the t-shirt...  So, it was a given I was going to do it again this year.

I finished the majority of the event yesterday to coincide with the end of the actual TDF.   We still have the TDF ride on saturday, yes I'll make it up OD unless they have a bike in the hotel which I doubt, after I get back from #gd60.  I'm a little disappointed I won't be able saturdays class live because I set my PB on it last year, but shit happens.

Anyway, it was a very rewarding experience this year and Echelon made it a lot easier by posting the rides OD very quickly (so I could do them after work if they were in UK time or during the day).  Staying current was important because, to be honest, it gets depressing when you have 3-4 long rides to make up like I did last year.  Aside from that, I set two PB's during the event.   Both on hills.   I finished in the top 10 seven times on live classes, and only missed the top 20 once.  It was stage 8 and I clearly was suffering.   I don't really care about the OD placement, because those don't factor in the live riders and I know I don't work as hard.  I took 14 of the 22 rides live which was I am pretty excited about and as of today rode 344.90 miles (I'll update with TDF after I ride it).

So what would I like to improve for next year?  I'd like to get a minimum of a top 20 every live ride, and I would prefer a top 10 in each live ride.   Yes, that will be hard.   It's hard to push yourself every day for ~22 straight days, tough titty.  I'd also like to maintain the cadence of riding it every day.   While I missed *some* of my regular workouts, it was a nice break, and focusing on the TDE only kept me from getting too worn out.

Pin earned, and on to getting ready for my charity ride this fall.   I do have a little detour out in SF first :)  Talk soon...

Thursday, July 24, 2025

TDF

Not gonna lie, the fitness of the TDF riders is insane...   I thought I was in "good" shape but after watching those guys I can't imagine what it takes to get to that level...

#teambordel 

Monday, July 21, 2025

A lot late this month

I'll start by saying yes I know this post is very late.   Hell, there are only ten days left this month, and I have no excuses.   That said, this might be the first time I've written a monthly post and already achievcd the Apple monthly goal.   So, at least one thing is going well :)

It's not going to be a surprise, but June didn't go as planned.  I've been struggling with some joint issues, more on that later, but I decided to take the time in VA as an impromptu rest cycle that both helped and hurt, but let's review my goals for June:

  • Get closer to 215 again
  • Ride 350 miles -  I would have set it for 400 but we're going to VA for a little bit, and that's going to mean no bike.
  • June Apple Fitness challenge
  • Run at least every other week
  • Walk at least twice a week
  • Perfect Month in Apple
  • Gold in my June challenge
  • Continue weekly weight workouts
  • All the bonus points in #mc54
  • Weather permitting - Global running day challenge
Weight Results:
    • Starting Weight:  229.80
    • Ending Weight:  226.10
    Exercise Info:
    • Number of rides:  56
    • Time on exercise:  21:46.20
    • Distance on rides:  240.29
    • Number of runs:  2
    • Distance running: 6.23
    • Number of walks: 20
    • Time walking: 6:00
    • Distance walking:  16.34
    • Number of rows: 0
    • Time rowing: 0
    • Distance Rowing: 0
    • Number of swims: 0
    • Distance swimming: 0
    • Weight Workouts: 1
    Well, let's call this another "lost" month.  I felt like I did the best I could, given the circumstances I was in.  We spent ten days up in VA and I didn't ride the whole time.   I brought some cycling clothes, but after breaking three bikes, I really don't want to break another one, especially one I don't own, so I missed the mileage target by a long shot.  I'm 750 miles off my annual goal, and while that's still "possible", it's definitely unlikely.   I didn't give up my daily workouts, but I ended up walking on Teresa's treadmill.  That was in an attempt to make sure I was ready for the race on the 4th, and more on that later.

    Let's talk about what went well in June instead.   I walked a lot.  I even ran a bit, and felt like I was in good running shape.   Times looked "ok" and I ran the race on June 1 to get my Orange medal.  I felt ok after the time up in VA.   I got the Apple stuff ok.  Gold in fitness challenge etc...  Global running day, even if it felt like I was being punished.   Even Merinda went and got that one :D  It all felt so right early in the month

    So what went wrong?   I really don't know.   My weight has been holding, albeit higer than I'd like.  I felt pretty shattered once I got home and, although I'll talk more about July, skipped the 4 miles on the 4th.   Joints have been very sore and walking, even running, is temporarily on a hold while I figure some of that out.   I got a referral to see an orthopedic surgeon, so I'm going to find out what's wrong with my knees/hip, but I need to be able to walk without pain in SF and that's only 2 weeks out.

    Ok...  Time to stop whining about June, there will be some come July, but lets set out the goals I would have wanted for July:
    • Get closer to 215 again
    • Ride 400 miles
    • Ride the TDE!  
      • Live as often as possible
      • Stay current
    • July Perfect Month in Apple
    • Gold in my July challenge
    • Apple July Challenge
    • Continue weekly weight workouts
    • All the bonus points in #mc55
    • Beat last years time in the 4 on the 4th
    I can already tell you that I won't beat my time on the 4th.   I didn't make the race, but that doesn't affect me saying it would have been a goal. Everything else should have been attainable, and I already know where I'm going to fall short.

    This is going to be a shorter than usual post.   Maybe because I'm 21 days later and already know what I want to say, maybe because I'm a little burned out.   Today is a TDE rest day, and I am goign to take full advantage of it.

    I probably won't post until after I get back from Cali, so enjoy the rest of the month, I'll make an effort to post after I get home..   Talk soon!

    Friday, June 13, 2025

    It's sad that I feel the need to write this...

    I'm going to just simply state that I am beyond embarassed by the need to post this, but recent events as well as things I've seen people I know put on social media make me feel compelled to say it anyway.


    You can simultaneousely love your country and not agree with the policies of the government.

    Yes, MAGA people I am speaking to you.  I don't revere your leader.  I find him crass and obnoxious and quite frankly a repulsive person.  No, I never voted for him, and I never will.   I don't agree with him or most of his policies, yet I still love my country.  I was born here, and unless he destroys the country, I will live here my whole life.  I belive in the ideals of America, and I firmly believe in the Constitution and as such, do not believe that the intent of our founders was to have an unchecked executive.  If you think that we should revere the President ask yourself why our military swears an obligation to the Constitution instead of the President.  I'll wait for the answer.

    Presidents come and go, but the damage that is being wreaked on our country will take generations to repair.

    "When tyranny becomes law, rebellion becomes duty"
    Thomas Jefferson